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|Wednesday, February 8th, 2006|
|My Mama Warned Me About the Internet
I'm off the internet for 5 months and nothing bad happens. The second I get back on shit blows up. This place is the bringer of controversies. My mom banned my sister from the net during high school. Now I know why.
|Tuesday, August 16th, 2005|
I can't sleep. I'm so nervous about the move. I got up again and packed some more. Now I don't think there's anything left to pack that I don't need. And I still have tomorrow to get through!!! The drive is going to be loooong,
and I don't know how I'm going to do it if I don't get enough rest. I have to get up at like 6 AM on Wednesday. Tomorrow I have to go to the bank and to the college, and I want to buy new work shirts and pick up a map from the Bob's. I get like this before big events; all panicky and such. I don't know how I'm going to pull this move off. I have so many responsibilities once I get to St. Louis. Finding an apartment is a big one, and I really wasn't worried about that one, but as this whole thing gets closer, I'm starting to think about apartment-hunting a lot more. I'm tired as hell, but I can't sleep. I just want it to be like December, so I get settled, get my life in St. Louis up and running, and finally see my Dad again.
|Monday, August 15th, 2005|
|On the Bertuzzi incident
"I'm a firm believer in second chances. And if we're going to go through life not giving anyone second chances, what kind of life are we going to have around here? People make mistakes in life. Unfortunately, I was under the microscope and on TV when my mistake happened. And if I'm going to sit here and keep getting ridiculed about it, how are we ever going to give someone a second chance to become better or to change situations? And I hope everyone can do that for me." -Todd Bertuzzi
He made a mistake, but he's been a man about this and held himself responsible for his actions. I say he deserves another chance. We all do, and I can relate.
|Monday, August 8th, 2005|
I'm in the 130's!!! It's like the first time since, what, 9th grade???
|Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005|
|July 31, 2005, 5:36 PM
I saw a post about how Hayden Christiansen should play Gambit in X3. Then I saw a reply, and I totally agree: "Fuck Hayden Christiansen. Fuck him in his legend ruining ear!"
|July 29, 2005, 2:58 PM
Apartment hunt is coming along nicely. I still have no idea whatsoever how I'm going to pull this off. I'll probably fail and end up in my parents crawl space turning tricks outside of the Rusty Nail, but this is something that I need
to do. It's also the hardest thing that I've ever done or considered doing, and that's saying a lot. I don't know, I'm just really scared, I guess. I hope things turn out okay, though, and I find that elusive happiness that I've been searching for for 20 years.
|July 24, 2005, 3:49 PM
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.comStability
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
|Extraversion |||||||||||||||| ||60% |
|Stability |||||| ||16% |
|Orderliness |||||||||||| ||36% |
|Altruism |||||||| ||30% |
|Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| ||70% |
|Intellectual |||||||||||||| ||43% |
|Mystical |||||||||||| ||36% |
|Artistic |||||||| ||23% |
|Religious |||||||| ||30% |
|Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| ||63% |
|Materialism |||||||||||||||||||||| ||83% |
|Narcissism |||||||||||| ||36% |
|Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| ||70% |
|Work ethic |||||||||||| ||36% |
|Self absorbed |||||||||||||| ||50% |
|Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| ||43% |
|Need to dominate |||||||||||||| ||50% || |
|Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| ||76% |
|Avoidant |||||||| ||23% |
|Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| ||70% |
|Wealth |||||||| ||23% |
|Dependency |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Change averse |||||||||||||| ||43% |
|Cautiousness |||||||| ||30% |
|Individuality |||||||| ||23% |
|Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| ||76% |
|Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||| ||63% |
|Physical security |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Physical Fitness |||||||| ||30% |
|Histrionic |||||||||||| ||36% |
|Paranoia |||||||||||||| ||43% |
|Vanity |||||||||||||||||||||| ||83% |
|Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| ||76% |
|Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||||| ||90% |
results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Orderliness
results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion
results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
craves attention, messy, open, rash, irritable, likes large parties, low self control, weird, fragile, does not like to be alone, emotionally sensitive, worrying, depressed, heart over mind, does not respect authority, dependent, not rule conscious, not good at saving money, more interested in relationships than intellectual pursuits, likes to fit in, very social, frequently second guesses self, phobic, suspicious, not careful, outgoing, vain, compassionate, aggressive, likes to make fun, hates to lose
|July 20, 2005, 12:28 PM
Wow, this Roberts guy really blows. I think when I graduate from college I'm going to move to New Zealand or something.
|July 20, 2005, 2:04 AM
I just wanted to tell everyone to see Jersey Girl!!!
It is one of the best movies I've ever seen and a really different flick from the genius of Kevin Smith. It is the best
father/daughter movie that I've ever seen! I loved it much!!!
I just got shit on by a bird. Figures. That's just how my life is going right now.
|Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005|
I was talking to my dad tonight and I really put into word what I desire most, and it went something like this: "I want a group, a clique, a core of friends that I am always with. Like Friends,
with Rachel, Phoebe, Monica, Chandler, Joey, and Ross. A group that I hang with just to hang with. People I go to coffee shops with, go out to dinner with, play Life
with. People who are always there for me and I'm always there for them. People who don't exclude me and people who I don't exclude from life and fun and parties. People I can throw a few cold ones back with at the bars but can still have a great time without alcohol. People who I have similar interests as. People who I'm willing to DD for. People who are willing to DD for me. People who I know will be there for me. People I can have fun with and chill with and say nothing to but know they got my back. A small clique, like 3, or 4, or 5 people. That's all I want."
By the way, Chandler was my favorite Friend.
Also, I was thinking what I would do if an asteroid hit New York in three days. I'd try to get laid. I'd say goodbye to my loved ones. I wouldn't regret what I haven't done. I'd try to cherish what I had. And on that last night on Earth, I would (hopefully) go home, reconcile with my mother, and play a game of Life
(I'm on a Life
kick tonight) with my dad, mom, and sister as I watched the world end.
|Sunday, July 31st, 2005|
I'm trying to find an "Earl's in the Trunk" bumper sticker. The ones that I've found aren't the exact one that I'm looking for. Any ideas?
|Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005|
The two most magical words in sports: Game Seven. Game Seven for the NBA Title for the first time since I was 9. This is way
too exciting. Manu may be hot, but my heart's with Chauncey, Rip, Ben, 'Sheed, and Tay. (And I never
root for a defending champ!) Current Mood: excited
|Tuesday, June 21st, 2005|
Why couldn't David Stern have been the NHL commissioner???
|Monday, June 20th, 2005|
I feel like a bagel. Current Mood: hungry
|Monday, June 13th, 2005|
They say home is where the heart is, and mine has always been at 27 Norton Avenue. I've been home the past few days since my mother is on vacation in North Carolina. Home makes me feel safe, I guess. Safer than I've felt in years. It's just the smell of the house and the presence of my family. It makes me happy. It also lets me eat more. When I'm around them I just eat and eat. But I'm okay. Things will be just fine... Current Mood: happy
|Sunday, June 12th, 2005|
Okay, I'm a fucking fat ass. I tried to quit smoking and gained a gazillion pounds, so now I'm smoking again. SHIT! When I'm happy with how I look, I'm smoking too much, and when I quit, I gain a load of weight. Meh...
Anyway, Revenge of the Sith was awesome! I felt bad for Anakin, but you know something? He was quite possibly the STUPIDEST character I have ever seen in a movie. Me and my dad were walking out of the theatre laughing about how stupid Anakin Skywalker really was. Hayden Christiansen is so hot, though. Current Mood: blah
|Wednesday, June 8th, 2005|
Wow, I just got stoned. And I got stoned with, of all people, Sue Graham. Wowzers, that was random. Current Mood: high